And I can't complain =)
God is so good to me. He is so good to me. More than this world could be. He's so Good to me. His spirit came to me, and gave me victory. God is so good to me, I can't complain.
I've had bad days, and I've had hills to climb. I've had sad days, and then a weary mile. Yet when I look about and think these things all out, all the good things outweigh the bad things and I can't complain.
This song was on my heart the other night and immediately looked up the full song on my handy iPhone, and it moved me. The next day I was asked to sing the Sunday morning special at church so I'm practicing it and praying for God to be with me when I sing. I've also been worried about what I'm gonna sing for Chorale try-outs, and if it goes smoothly Sunday, I will more than likely do this song as well.
Ya know, I've worked my tail off all summer long so far, and i've worked two jobs, and when I think about my finances and where they should be and where they actually are, it's upsetting. I've come to realize that I just can't afford life lol. But I'm not gonna let it get me down because I have riches in living for God and doing what I feel God wants me to do.
I freak out but it does no good because I'm not putting it in God's hands like I said I would. If I do that, then I wouldn't worry about my school bill. God is gonna take care of me. He's not gonna let me fall behind. He's blessed me with a great job at Dressbarn while in Indy and I know that I truly have worked my butt off for what I've got now.
It's not over though. I still have over a month at the daycare and less than a month at Kmart. so hopefully they aren't stingy with the hours. I've still got youth Congress that I have to take money and use for spending and food. Thank God that my loving church is paying my way to be a chaperone.
Delight theyself in the Lord and He will give you the treasures of your heart.
God knows what's important to me right now. It's not finding a husband which gives IBC the Indiana Bridal Collage name... It's finding out who God wants me to be, where He wants me. I want to do something big for the kingdom of God! I want to do all that I can and all that He is wanting to do through me.
God has never let me down. My bad things couldn't top all the good things God has done for me.
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